Reality check

i am like super super tired. and perhaps weary.. which i hope not.
went for night cycling the whole of last night. hohoho..
1st pit stop was at the familiar blk 85 market place. sherman asked me to lead for the 1st leg as i tried recommending him the route that i have learnt over the past 3 years of cycling in the east coast area. so as always, i exited via the mandarin gardens underpass and took nallur road and turned back home. but sherman took the others to east coast road in the end and we all had to wait a lil while for the rest to come in. but i felt wronged.. like he told me i should take the main road cos the pavement would be easier to tread on. but i did just that! (with the exception of the nallur road stretch!) and after that it was all quick and easy. then the best part was he said i shouldn't take the routes with the private housing cos the pedestrian pavements are bumpy and uneven, and he took them down upper east coast road. what irony! its like be slammed with a charge by the guilty himself. and siying had to rub it in. as if i had failed and taken the worse route, when she doesn't even know the way exactly well... =_=
(she even questioned me when i took a shortcut pass the lagoon in the morning, whether i was sure the way would be correct. erm.. duh!)
this is all army shit... repackaged in a uni setting. sigh.
anyw, at 85 i had the usual bak chor mee, peng hger but no orh luah.(sobbies) simply a quick bite, some talking kok and we left.
followed all the way to sun plaza park.. had a few "funny" moments with the classic monkey see monkey do.. ppl following the wrong person... ppl failing to spot the easier slope 15m infront of them and other nonsense.. guess one can be a genius, but a mob is always stupid.
sun plaza was fun tho. damn long time since i've been there. =)
had real fun at the swing.. many close shaves when weijiang tried jumping on me while i'm on the swing. haha.. even got me tangled up once. thank goodness i've got a childhood and is adept with the swing.. whew~
and we took photos later! haha
funny moments with the funny poses and random shutter times with the remote..
and yong sheng.. haha.. too bad it was caught on video.. lolz... when he got poked, a vulgar thrust was observed.. nothing more shall be said =P
then it was time to go.. to changi, the den of the bapohs.. whom huiyang was enthusiastic on offering me to >.<
had a lil holland.. detours(like crossing the bridge, go a futher 100m and crossing back, like some ritual prob..), and chance meetings with some xxmm who are looking for east coast park.
we finally reach changi v! and the 1st thing ppl did.. buy nasi lemak cos we were all famished..
and i was dumb.. was supposed to help dai lo buy his share.. and i forgot.. >.< sorry dai lo!
but in the end...we played bridge!!! hoho.. totally can see shuyi light up when she's playing bridge lor.. and dailo says i light up too when playing bridge. haha..
finally... and finally... we went to bedok jetty to watch sun rise! or.. erm.. lighting up of the sky...
we bullied yong sheng! haha! oops =X
and he really looked like he was emo-ing when he sleeps lol!
and anyhow we all slept too.. and before we know it, it's 7 and it's daybreak!
that = mac breakfast!
helped like yee wen, peiqi, qing cheng, shuyi buy the $2 breakfast with milo. lolz!
waited like forever while talking about modules, to wait for the bike shop to open.
when we returned the bike, the uncle was weird lah! he looked aj.. (he prob is, but that's beside the point). anyw, he kept counting the bikes wrong! took like dunno how many times to get it right lah.
and xiao sao came. with a car! dai lo offered me a ride.. but i declined.. din make sense.. and prob i seemed too serious when i was joking aout a ride home earlier on... so i din really wan to take the ride.. not on the way mah.. so dun make sense.
when i got home.. the number one priority is like keeping awake. went out for australia like soon after i got home lah! haha.. lucky it was so, else i would have dozed off..
and australia was... f-ing long... but it's super nice!
it's really a good story and i din really cope with the scenes when ppl died... =(
anyhow, went on to meet jia hui at city hall. and only later then i realised i could have helped my mum collect her singapore mint stuff lah! then again.. i din expect to go town at all.. tho it was nice..=P
oh and we saw clement at raffles, and michelle(michelle law, the not so yang guang but also nice person..trying to be politically correct =P) while shopping at topshop.. haha... quite qiao. and me was like commenting on how pharm ppl all come out during the hols.
saw a agne b wallet, which seem fitting and nice.. prob be able to afford it once i get my pay.. yay! but not for myself lah of course.
den went to have my fav la mien hsiao lung pao for dinner! woo hoo! it was not bad.. hee... and i'm happy =)
but after the nice meal... the fatigue sets in.. reminding me that i haven't slept for the past 24 hours and should get some sleep soon...
so i went home! took bus 10.. haha weird but yes.. caught 40 winks and walked home from chai chee sec. up the slope and down the stairs. good training if i had ran the route.. but i'm just too tired >.<
and yes.. i am.. tired of being alone.. tired of being tired.. and tired of so many many things.
think it's time to rest. and not think or contemplate and stupd stuff. just rest and get better 1st. anything else, talk later. period.