My same

Ever felting like having a long lost twin?
Today I realized how similar we are. And it strikes me, really hard. And I don't know if I should celebrate it or grieve it.

T.G.I.M

I must be weird cos I don't seem to have Monday blues. Maybe it's simply because it marks the end of my usual weekend torments.
But this week, it's different. The weekend was bittersweet and the coming Monday is something to look forward to! Because Starbucks is opening a new outlet in NUS on that day!
Funny how Starbucks never fails to make my day and debuff the general unhappiness. Albeit there are things and people that SB cannot replace of course.
Such as great friends who care, for example:

You!
(yes you.)

Thank you so much, and I really appreciate it. =)

Pathetic

I cannot stand myself anymore. It's just pathetic how I'm flailing around like a fish pulled out of the water-which is exactly what I am.
You need to get a grip man! And flip back slowly into the waters. Don't turn into something you despise, cos you are more than that. Remember.

Does it work that way?

合久必分；分久必合；合久必婚？

Precisely

I suck. Period.

Flood

Honestly I don't know how long I can hold out.

Lame.

This is one of the lamest reason I have heard. It's best we split up. It's only second to the overtried "oh! I didn't know!(tries to mimic a surprised face but fails terribly)"

Stutters

I suck at conversations. In fact I think I am much better at killing them. Perhaps I should have simply kept my mouth shut. Or perhaps I should not have initiated anything at all. Period

Bad Timing

I guess it's just bad timing. Sigh. Murphy is prolly going to win this time!

Yawn... It's...Friday? Oh right.

After enduring 2 CAs, I find meself in an anticlimatic celebration for weekend come:
Getting stuck on a bus in traffics jams while savouring the bittersour taste of nausea and hunger. Definitely an experience that one dies for(in, perhaps, is more apt).

I'm confused.

Sometimes, I can't read the signs, because subconsciously I am in denial. But deep down, I know very well what they all meant.
This time, I am really confused and I don't think I am prepared to recover from making a type 1 error. A type 2 doesn't sound any better either. Aargh... Totally need to have a cat's intuition right now and see the whole damn picture. I better hurry before the Finger of Death(yes, the one from Warcraft3) hits me and turns my insides out.
In short, give me a clear sign please!

October

My fav month had arrived! And yet things have quite yet turned for the better. Nonetheless, I ought to be glad for stepping out of my comfort zone and doing things I previously wouldn't have considered trying. Think it backfired a little bit? IDK.
Regardless, life will go on, the world will still turn, slowly but surely.
Honestly I'm afraid now, of both failures and things that seem too good to be true. Either way, I guess I just gotta keep going and keep trying. No more hiding and snoozing. It's time to work hard, play hard and take care of myself. It's totally obvious when I'm tired: I stone, I talk in a slurry, I become emotionally blind. This kills my social life! Not to mention the havoc it wreaks on my health.
Must give myself a little treat after the peak period. In the meantime, tiny breaks would have to suffice. A movie soon? ;)