small small small world

it's so freaky sometimes to find that the world is so so so small sometimes...
tsk tsk tsk...
frankly if i get the posting i really wanted.. then i guess it's just fate la arh =P

loss

i really dunno how to go from here. step forward into the unknown or rush back to salvage.

the right one

if only you texted me "thinking of you" after listening to the same song.

evil

i think i am very evil to my friends to post this now.
well.. enjoy but dun indulge!


http://video.xin.msn.com/watch/video/young-ukulele-kid/93j7tths

study hard!
hope this brings smiles to your face ;)

knowing my place

i know my place. and i don't need any one of you to tell me where i belong.
watch your own position before doing anything else.
period.

himbo

i bought the roll-on dark eye rings remover thing
and i tested it out, the way they do on 女人我最大
and to my amazement..!!!!
it works!
ok lah.. not miraculously make it all disappear but it did shrink the eyebag!
but.. it's still as dark as ever =_=

ignorance

it is beyond words when you realise the ignorance

problem

it's me.

connection

i hate it when connections fails.
both networks alike.

sigh

another one bites the dust!
*cough cough*

eee...

i think i got groped by an uncle when i was doing pull-ups...=_=
he voluntarily assisted me.. even after i said that i could manage on my own.
and i was not at all comfortable with the point of contact.
arrgh...

it's a small world after all

it is scary to know how small it can be..

spirit

it's sad to say, that i dun come to sch becos i lack the spirit.
to face the ppl i'd see, and the truth behind those faces.

facade

everybody has a facade.
it's only a matter of how extensive and deep it is.
frankly, i am uncomfortable with it.
but it is part and parcel of life.
despite how scary it is that ppl can smile in your face
but glare in their hearts.

sick

think i'm gonna fall sick soon..
hope i can tide till the end of the exams

everything will be ok

i just need somebody to tell me that everything will be ok.

dun care

dun care how it turns out...
i am indifferent.
i must be indifferent.
and hope for the best for others.
i dun matter.
no i do NOT matter.
Really i don't.
just as long the important one is happy.
really.

waver

i must not waver at this time.. or else all will be lost...
for the sake of the loved one, i must perservere..
by hook or by crook i must hold out till the end.
i must.

finally

i always knew, eventually, i will be alone.
that is my destiny, and nothing will change that.
not even "Xxd"

king fish

worth the full 13.50

prada

i miss my prada shirt..

temporary

all this will pass..
but a fleeting moment in time.
bask in it while it lasts.

which is worse

i cannot tell which is worse.
not wanting anything
or not getting what i want

both ways

out of sight out of mind.

history repeating

i kinda saw that coming.. though i did not wish for that...
but i know it will happen. sigh..
i'll just have to accept it i guess.

other side of the mean

i realised i have been on the other side of the mean lately.
often more than 1sd
things that are not usually very probable happen as if they were certain.
at the rate things are going, i dun even think i can raise a reasonable doubt for defence, if you get what i mean.

when i die

i entertained the possiblity of dying alone.
but i can see how it is materializing and becoming certainty.

lone

while i enjoy the freedom of being alone
work pressing on the back of my mind is not going easy on my mood... =(

reality

i've gotta live up to reality. and realise i'm the only one to help myself.
not like it's the fault of others, but rather i'm just too easily influenced.

just rem Mika's "Blame it on the Girls", we can't blame anyone else.
besides, blaming gets nothing good done. at the end of the day, all the finger-pointing just transfers the fire from one's ass to another.

need to buck up.
just as theresa says in fable2, Will is the lifeforce of heroes.

butterflies

i dun like the feeling of butterflies in the stomach..
cos i'm far too worried about disappointment.

worried about payback

frankly, i am worried about retribution. very worried.

hate it

i hate disappointments.
so i hate it sometimes when i see things too clearly; when i foresee and have to accept the disappointing outcomes.
i hate it even more when i'm blinded and shit happens after that.

i guess the former is the lesser of two evils

dead

i am so screwed.. i am not match for others when it comes to memory work.
dun test concepts then that's it. i'm dead.
i might as well make a robot clone of myself and key in all the data so that it can regurgitate all the data in the exam.
noneed for humans lah.

sleep

i think there is something wrong with me..
i'm beginning to think sleeping is a waste of time.. =_=

back in time

i'm living in 27th Jan 2010

wtf

i must be crazy