Coming soon!

I suddenly have the urge to celebrate Halloween, which I had never done before. But... in view of the line up, I guess I would have to put that on hold. With the projects and exams looming near, I doubt I would even have the luxury of a enjoyable evening.

Solution? Hold it till the time is ripe.
Everything in its time.

"the river runs, and the river hides;
out to the ocean and under the sky"

There is one thing I know I'd be able to do: get a decent haircut.

Weight

I slouch, with the heavy burden on my back.
Yet the funny thing is: the weight had not come from all my commitments. That weight would have been lighter, yet somehow I ended up with some redundant baggage that is much much heavier. Why can't I let them go, and pick up the things I ought to bear instead?

Outlier

Having seen how skewed the curve was, i guess i should have guessed less and worked harder.

Social

I am clear now why I don't really like to log on to social networking platforms.
1. It traps me there.
2. It emo-es me when I am reminded of how pathetic I am with no social life.(Despite my low need for social interaction, I am still human. Vitamin S2 deficiency will eventually set in. Vitamin S1 is frequently replenished by Starbucks getaways.)
3. It sucks to see all others happy, while I myself so lonely. Period.

Starbucks

Starbucks, my official currency; it is used to measure the magnitude of many many things, the most material being money. It is also an indicator or my status, how poor I am, how stressed I am, how emo I am, how bored I am-- all can be told from the frequency and nature of my starbucks visits. Amazing isn't it?

Anyhow, I am craving for a peppermint hot chocolate. I look forward to it more than my own birthday!
Wish i could be bothered to drive to town now.

Void

Voids are good when you have another suit trumps.
No trumps? Prepare to go down down down down then. Or you could naively hope your partner has a stopper to plug it in for you.

Depsite how I try to amass riches and commitment to get stoppers, it never works out. I supposed I am not worked enough. Ought to do more work. Make social life zero. No. Negative. Then my expectation of social life can be zero. Tada! No more worries, no more emo days & nights! Cos machines dun have a heart, or a friend, or a void. Only one Chip. Nothing more. Except the void of a void.

Resolutions?

Whatever happened to my resolutions?

Zipped.

I guess sometimes it's better to say nothing than to say something wrong. The latter happens to be half the time.

Honesty

I had always valued honesty and integrity. But, is honesty the best policy? Especially in cases where the opposite party can't handle the truth? Whatever happened to white lies and defensive shieldings? Should they be obsolete?
I ponder.

Announcement

I officially declare a state of emo.