范瑋琪-我們的紀念日
我的心 忽然又活了
總在見到你的那一刻
原來我也有過 這樣的悸動
只是在習慣自我 保護後 忘了...
想聊的 故事太長了
反而就都沉默的 笑著
金色陽光灑在 你雙手上頭
看起來好暖讓我想 緊緊握著
這是我們的紀念日
紀念我們開始對自己誠實
願意為深愛的人 放棄驕傲
說少了你 生活淡的沒有味道
這是美麗的紀念日
紀念我們能重新認識一次
有些事要流過淚才看的到
不求完美愛的更遠
要過的更好
想聊的 故事太長了
反而就都沉默的 笑著
金色陽光灑在 你雙手上頭
看起來好暖讓我想 緊緊握著
這是我們的紀念日
紀念我們開始對自己誠實
願意為深愛的人 放棄驕傲
說少了你 生活淡的沒有味道
這是美麗的紀念日
紀念我們能重新認識一次
有些事要流過淚才看的到
不求完美愛的更遠
要過的更好
我用寂寞來懲罰我
看著你走過
要什麼當時不說
此刻能有你傾聽我
輕輕的轉著
那是種甘甜以後
讓人想哭的快樂
how fortunate is it to find a song so strangely apt..
and it had always been in my fav playlist all along.
some things have never been said,
and sometimes even when we care and feel,
the words and acts will seem to mean otherwise.
goodness and intentions will always show true, eventually;
it's just that almost nobody else gets to see the whole picture.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
alpha #4
guess it's a new beginning for better times =)
the steel cold heart thaws, crying out rivers that brings new life.
the fire rekindles and finally burns on open, and proud.
Exclusively the official and only authorised food for n**p**! =P
the steel cold heart thaws, crying out rivers that brings new life.
the fire rekindles and finally burns on open, and proud.
Exclusively the official and only authorised food for n**p**! =P
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
craps
sigh.. yet another crappy week.
and i think i have the "please-take-me-lightly" aura.
ppl either insignify me or trample over me. perhaps it goes both ways too? or perhaps it is simply bad karma altogether... >.<
as a result, nothing i try to achive seems to get a nice ending.
guess the only saving grace be i'm still in one piece so far,
and the only consolation be that i'm not the only one going through a rough patch.
I'm not alone! yay~!
anyhow, super kudos to my uber cute squirrel friend! i want to give many thanks(inclusive of macademia nuts!) to you! wahaha... and sorry for all times i kept disappearing. but still just wanta let ya know, you're one of the best squirrels i met. Thanks, really. =)
and i think i have the "please-take-me-lightly" aura.
ppl either insignify me or trample over me. perhaps it goes both ways too? or perhaps it is simply bad karma altogether... >.<
as a result, nothing i try to achive seems to get a nice ending.
guess the only saving grace be i'm still in one piece so far,
and the only consolation be that i'm not the only one going through a rough patch.
I'm not alone! yay~!
anyhow, super kudos to my uber cute squirrel friend! i want to give many thanks(inclusive of macademia nuts!) to you! wahaha... and sorry for all times i kept disappearing. but still just wanta let ya know, you're one of the best squirrels i met. Thanks, really. =)
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
sigh.
it doesn't always pay to be right(with puns intended);
it never pays to be annoying.
for one thing, the ugly is never spared more easily;
and i'm not just being superficial here.
it never pays to be annoying.
for one thing, the ugly is never spared more easily;
and i'm not just being superficial here.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
solution wanted.
I absolutely abhore redundant low blows.
And I just received them today.
How true it is when the wise say: choose your company wisely.
I'm glad I exercise quality control.
Anyw, these sorry creatures will somehow be friends of somebody out there, unfortunately.
So...
Can anyone suggest what to do with those immature sad excuses for a fucker?
And I just received them today.
How true it is when the wise say: choose your company wisely.
I'm glad I exercise quality control.
Anyw, these sorry creatures will somehow be friends of somebody out there, unfortunately.
So...
Can anyone suggest what to do with those immature sad excuses for a fucker?
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
mundane
i have feedback from a friend(erhem) that he is lacking comic relief and i was urge to make a post asap.
but anyhows..
1st.. it feels good to be put back in action.
the past week with no laptop, and being all alone in the gloomy house was torturous.
going home to and empty house with nothing to do was definitely a pain.
and now it's all over! cos i have my xiaobai back from servicing(contrary to certain misunderstanding, xiaobai is simply my white vaio, not some honda jazz... =_=)
haha.. but then again seeing myself having to derive(distill more like it) joy from such mundane things makes me wonder if i'm wise person who knows how to appreciate or simply a pathetic smart aleck. a question that leads no where shall therefore be left unanswered(by anyone and everyone pls! haha...)
i kinda realised i had lost fervor... or rather decapitated is a more apt description, lost my head, and thus lost directions, wits, common sense all... maybe cos of the rough week before.
bridge training last tue was horrible.. i was literally dying to get out of the place.. with the count training(killer training but impt and good). and to top it off, the coach gave us a quiz, which he took a week to solve. i took only one night.. on which i was super excited that i couldn't sleep, to give a amateur solution, that sounds wonderful, alas with a glaring problem on discards. and apparently i wasn't the only one who came up with that proposition. after a "gentle" reminder on the quiz problem, it was back to the thinking cap for the next attempt.
on sat, it dawned on me, the most feasible sequence. but the dianogstics on the discards continued to elude me.. until sun.. woots! wahaha... and i couldn't hold it any longer.. i went online using my desktop at home. to my delight, no one has found the right line of play. and like a scientist anxious to publish, i published the solution. i had hoped for it to cover for all scenario, while describing as little as possible. ie, not to give all possible distributions, but just the main few. i decribed the key line of play, assuming the other players will follow and assumed that they know the appropriate actions after the point of description. i was proven wrong sobz... but oh well.. shan't bother with those who cannot see but doesn't bother to ask. as for those who can see, yay! those who can't see but ask, i shall do my best to explain. =)
haha... guess the triumph comes in that tho other players found a similiar line, they lacked the crucial step. a mini stunt, discarding hearts on the diamonds, and cashing the last heart. this is the key step that will avert disaster in case of the last scenario in which count will not be known.
cashing the heart last will ensure that the count will be apparent after some counting. =D
anyhow, sianded... bridge venue got changed... it became online bbo tourney instead of the usual duplicates. oh wells see how it goes lah. at least can watch discovery channel(boom de ah da~! but now they changed the song to a new cool awesome song which i dunno the name )=.........)
and play at the same time. woo hoo~!
hope i can eat rojak at clementi tonight.. =P
but anyhows..
1st.. it feels good to be put back in action.
the past week with no laptop, and being all alone in the gloomy house was torturous.
going home to and empty house with nothing to do was definitely a pain.
and now it's all over! cos i have my xiaobai back from servicing(contrary to certain misunderstanding, xiaobai is simply my white vaio, not some honda jazz... =_=)
haha.. but then again seeing myself having to derive(distill more like it) joy from such mundane things makes me wonder if i'm wise person who knows how to appreciate or simply a pathetic smart aleck. a question that leads no where shall therefore be left unanswered(by anyone and everyone pls! haha...)
i kinda realised i had lost fervor... or rather decapitated is a more apt description, lost my head, and thus lost directions, wits, common sense all... maybe cos of the rough week before.
bridge training last tue was horrible.. i was literally dying to get out of the place.. with the count training(killer training but impt and good). and to top it off, the coach gave us a quiz, which he took a week to solve. i took only one night.. on which i was super excited that i couldn't sleep, to give a amateur solution, that sounds wonderful, alas with a glaring problem on discards. and apparently i wasn't the only one who came up with that proposition. after a "gentle" reminder on the quiz problem, it was back to the thinking cap for the next attempt.
on sat, it dawned on me, the most feasible sequence. but the dianogstics on the discards continued to elude me.. until sun.. woots! wahaha... and i couldn't hold it any longer.. i went online using my desktop at home. to my delight, no one has found the right line of play. and like a scientist anxious to publish, i published the solution. i had hoped for it to cover for all scenario, while describing as little as possible. ie, not to give all possible distributions, but just the main few. i decribed the key line of play, assuming the other players will follow and assumed that they know the appropriate actions after the point of description. i was proven wrong sobz... but oh well.. shan't bother with those who cannot see but doesn't bother to ask. as for those who can see, yay! those who can't see but ask, i shall do my best to explain. =)
haha... guess the triumph comes in that tho other players found a similiar line, they lacked the crucial step. a mini stunt, discarding hearts on the diamonds, and cashing the last heart. this is the key step that will avert disaster in case of the last scenario in which count will not be known.
cashing the heart last will ensure that the count will be apparent after some counting. =D
anyhow, sianded... bridge venue got changed... it became online bbo tourney instead of the usual duplicates. oh wells see how it goes lah. at least can watch discovery channel(boom de ah da~! but now they changed the song to a new cool awesome song which i dunno the name )=.........)
and play at the same time. woo hoo~!
hope i can eat rojak at clementi tonight.. =P
Sunday, March 1, 2009
T/F
sometimes i simply find it hard to tell between what is truly meant and what is not.
like.. i really dunno when it is real and when it is not? esp for a social player...
tho my gut tells me not to ever get too attached and sink in even one inch, i still daren't dismiss it as simply a fake smile. like.. what if it is real?
then again, i mustn't fall into naivety...
but if i know it isn't real, i simply cannot help it but to rear up my sting!
and there it goes again, yet another relation spoilt, just like the n ones before it.
i am simply confused.
again, rationality is the best policy.
and why risk trust in the people with vivid masks, when you have people who sincerely bother?
sigh i am confused, and alone as had always been, in the quiet solace of my solitude.
and quiet in dignity..
like.. i really dunno when it is real and when it is not? esp for a social player...
tho my gut tells me not to ever get too attached and sink in even one inch, i still daren't dismiss it as simply a fake smile. like.. what if it is real?
then again, i mustn't fall into naivety...
but if i know it isn't real, i simply cannot help it but to rear up my sting!
and there it goes again, yet another relation spoilt, just like the n ones before it.
i am simply confused.
again, rationality is the best policy.
and why risk trust in the people with vivid masks, when you have people who sincerely bother?
sigh i am confused, and alone as had always been, in the quiet solace of my solitude.
and quiet in dignity..
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