Slack

I guess I am the sort that cannot be given slack. While high stress levels keeps me on my toes and wreaks havoc on my health, it does keep me engaged and focussed. No loafing around, no playing games and no talking nonsense. The bad point, however, is that I have no idea where the breaking point is! It is probably time when I would simply give up because I find my task to be stupid, or my body simply collapses. A risk, worth to be taken. At least it beats me slacking around and starting to lose my mind. It is almost as if my heart and soul only comes back to my body when I am doing something I value as important.

I shall seek and I shall find. The path that leads to the depths of my mind.
The journeys of thousand miles begin with the first step, and I shall take mine. And now is the moment.

Who am I kidding?

Under the sharp sting and behind the menacing claws, lies a soft heart.

Vision

Suddenly, this vision came to me-- I will be alone, all by myself in a silent apartment with not even a cat around me. All I can hear is the quiet whispers of the wind and the memories it carries. And at last I see myself on a rattan armchair, sitting in the sub as I unknowingly breathe my last.

Great qualities

Love is blind.
So is stupidity.

Impromptu

I think I may end up pulling a stunt this afternoon.. wahaha.. though it may set me back by 85bucks. Bah... you only live once! =P

Verstehen bitte sie!

Ich mag der Autos;
ich liebe der Katze, aber nicht die Hund.
Verstehen?

Forgotten

Just like how tyranny creates a forgotten generation, there is a lapse in some of my documentation. But I remember so vividly it be true, yet I can find no trace of it! It was as if the universe had changed its last in an instant!

Guru

I think I need a dating guru.. to teach me how to approach, entrap and snag/shag my date!

Innocent stab

Today I truly understand what is it like to perform an innocent stab.

Meow~!

I need a litter to roll around in.
I have a strong sense of personal space.
I don't need to give a damn.
I do my own things in my own time.
I like my things my way.
I eat losta tuna and drink losta milk

What am I?
=P

Change: For the better

I came across two old acquaintance, and I was awed.
There was much change, for the better.
I guess it's my time to start making a change too!

Contrast

I think the bad things and weird ppl occur around me just so that I would notice the great friends around me and appreciate the good things that happen.
While I cannot deny that the world is pretty screwd up, I refuse to believe that I must play along and be screwed up too. I want to make a difference and I am going to. For the ones that matter!

The same coin

The sayings have been so cliche! Like "do unto others as you would have them do unto you". Or ideas that talk about bad karma and retribution. But some people just don't get it!

I can empathize and also sympathize with bad experiences or history. By all means, share them with me and I promise you I won't be judgemental and I guarantee you my listening. But for goodness sake, please do not ever take it out on me or worse, blame me for your own misfortune, while at the same credit me when you yourself chose to wallow in self pity. Grow up, and see more with your heart rather than your feeble eyes. By the way, go get yourself checked!

Cursed?

I don't know if I am just being paranoid. The way rhibga have been unfolding for me the past few days seemed as if something or someone us out to get me. The simplest things are going off the track. Minor and mundane transactions of everyday life comes in such a way that it almost seemed like that was a protocol in place to annoy and hold me back.
Bad luck please go away!
Weird and bad ppl steer clear too. tyvm

Bridge Lessons

Bridge never fails to amaze me. Just when I begin to fall into a comfort zone, it gives me a good thrashing and a humbling experience.
I made difficult contracts against all odds; I have also failed the simplest looking contract.
I scream at my partner, just as I have been screamed at at times.
I meet nice opponents whom we can chat up with.
I meet cool opponents who I somehow also screw up against.
There are good people who were willing to teach, just as there are some that were out to kill.
It is almost like Life1001 crash course.
No wonder I keeping going back to it.

Deadly Combination

Dehydration coupled with lack of quality sleep equals to acting like a zombie and looking like a ghost.

11/04/11

Today is a day to remember. In the lingo of an xbox fan, it is a day of many achievements.
First, I managed to get a good gift with the help of my dear sis, geok joo, for my mum. Window shopped a little, before going for dinner. (It was really fruitful to shop with her, cos she knows exactly what goes and what doesn't.)
Then I met up with my bunch of great friends Jiahui, Valerie and Wee Pin(in alphabetical order) for a indulgent ice cream treat. Though it made me hypoglycemic on the way back(but it was my own fault that i did not hydrate properly today.)
To round off the day, I sat back and unwind when i got home. And I got some good surprises. It seemed all too good to be true. Or to be precise, I had never expect anything like that. Still, i have a decision to make... to be evil or just walk on =P
I loved today, but sadly, I wished i could have hung out with more of my friends. Shall organise a outing/gathering for the whole clique after the exams. I sumpah! else no starbucks or its equivalents for 1 month!

Lastly, to the more discerning readers something is left out. Purposefully so because it was le piece de resistance. It made my day; albeit it was not the content of the news, but that the news was passed to me. It made my day, it really did. And it touched me in ways you wouldn't think it would.

New Directions

Looking back at the past week, I realised it's not the battles won, but the war won that is important.
I have been celebrating the minor wins and totally forgot about the war.
As a result, I knocked off course. I am offically lost. Aain.
Learning from past lessons, both being lost and losing focus never do good for me. Being depressed about what I do not have is no good either.
I should instead cherish what I have, and look forward. As for what I don't have now, I should fight for it.

Pray I have the courage and discipline to do so.
Time to take first step into running(pun intended)!
In the meantime, a little good fortune and well timed coincidences will be greatly appreciated!! =P

House

Yes! The door opened! Now
it's time to walk in and take a good look for myself.

Excuse (me?)

Yes! I am damn sly lah!
I love it when I can pack in a pun!
Looks vindicated, yet hints a favour.
wahahahahahahahahaha......

You ok?

I guess I am brought up in en environment where nobody really bothers to ask how I am, except whether I have eaten or not.
But this is no excuse for me to care and ask about how my loved ones and friends are doing.
Simply because there is no outcry doesn't mean that they are not going through a rough patch. On the contrary, they pretty much pretend nothing's really gone very wrong when they are going though a rough patch. It's almost japanese(no offence to the culture).
Then again, I don't really expect them to always come out to me presenting their problems. I'm perhaps not the sort of person in their eyes to best offer advice or help. So lest I have an urgent piece to give, I think silence would be gold. Just be there and be ready--this, I promise.

Pressure

The pressure's coming on, and it's time to get moving. Static pressure does no work right?