better man 2!!!!! =)

just finished watching the mj cny movie on tv.
every year every time it gives the same theme.
pai pin hao, ren pin hao.
it's always the same advice.. which comes round every year.
i guess it's a reminder for me.
haha.. i'm really reminded of how true it all is.
and i realised too i've been improving this year.. tho it's a lil bhb to say that of myself but i really feel so.
i guess playing is like a little faucet of life that teaches you bite size lessons about Life. =)
and i guess that's how i came to love the 2 games that are the most impts games in my life, mahjong and bridge.
from playing, i learnt many new things.
like how to bide patiently(and reinforced with other unpleasant incidents)
like how raw strength isn't everything.
inconsistencies.. and thats how when ppl get lucky sometimes and when ppl get unlucky and fall sometimes...
and how to take things when things do and don't go the way we like it.
there are just so many lessons to be learnt and many are in fact taught to us already... long long ago perhaps. simple lessons they are.
everyone can understand, most can comprehend, but not all can appreciate.
but that's gonna be the most crucial part.
so.. this year... appreciate more.
it's a simple thing to do. a simple act to carry out. but yet it isn't easy everytime.
so we try. yeps. we try.

and in the end. it'll be happy. it definitely will be, when everything falls into place and it's time for harvest. a simple cycle in life. i guess that's what it's all about.. complexity born from simplicity.. and the brilliant are those who can look into it at the simplest level, and apply at the complex picture life paints.

haha.. guess i got a little too zen.
anyhows.. i still dunno how to make you happy. but i have a rainbow for yu, at the end of all the rain when the sunshine comes. perhaps then yu start being happy. start having joy.
but for now, i only have yellow. the other colours will come, when the time is right.
Yellow. =)