feeling the drain

sch starts. and i see the life slowly drain out of ppl.
weariness starts to acummulate and infest the surrounding. slowly, subtlely but surely.
and the psyche and boost that i got at the start seemed to have slowly died out..
and loneliness starts invading..
as everyday simply seems to consist of going to klas and back to the empty house..
there seems to be nothing worth living for..
no! i shan't let myself fall into the darkness.
bridge perhaps may provide some solace.
but bridge is still simply a way of channeling my energy.. and life.. nothing more..
no man's an island.. guess that's what bridge seems to say..
it takes a partnership to make things work. alone, nothing can be accomplished except failure.
sometimes i really wonder when i can find my partner..
a partnership that's meant to be.
really sick of being paired with ppl that aren't possible..
felt kinda insulted sometimes.. when ppl assume.
i may not be the best, nor always consitently good.
but i ain't that bad am i?
perhaps i should watch myself.. or give my best everytime?
or perhaps i should have simply started using my heart more right from the start.
bear what you must.
do what you should.
try what you may.
guess must stick on..

and as for yu.. sunshine.. maybe it's time to put aside your sorrow and void and start looking around. perhaps the right one is not near but yet not too far away from yu?
i'll gladly go watch ponyo, sing k, play mj, or simply watch yu dance.
and all these what ifs we can start answering tgt....
ok i think i'm not making sense. or simply irrationale?
dun care. just dun care =)