Thursday, February 26, 2009

binding and uninhibition

i'm reminded of my fav anime series, evangelion.
and now i have come to appreciate more the bindings i put on to rein myself.
i had always thought it had been a barrier that stops me from unleashing the latent potential.
i detested it.
i like alcohol. cos it seemed the easiest way to drop the inhibitions, and for that short period of time i'd feel liberated from the bindings i imposed on myself. i thought that was a freedom.
but now i truly realise-the nature of this freedom, and its destructive capabilities.
the bindings is what that keeps me safe, from all the trouble i would have invited if i had been completely uninhibited.
for that i really need to reflect on myself and count my blessings.
learn from the mistakes and master this inner power.

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