it suddenly dawned upon me.. the restlessness that i sometimes feel... all this unexpended energy trying to burst out of me a cross between euphoria from an andrenaline rush and anxiety from desperation. i think it has a name: Anticipation.
guess what I have to convey to you will have to be a wish that you won't miss good stuff out =)... sometimes, i felt contented in life, being offered with opportunities to study, to work, to have confidants to mix with....but, sometimes, this sentiment of emptiness somewhere within my heart just kept me from staying happy...
Yeah...before uni, my life was so complete, at least I felt so then...will school, with TV, with computer, with family and with my school activities. I gave a sneer to love lives around me cos to me that was not something I ought to pursue then. Now, it overides everything, overwhelming every single nerve of mine all the times...it is so incomplete...you know what to fill and yet you never get to fill it...
hopefully someone right comes in to fill that void of yours. =) and you know, sometimes the best things in life come when it is most unexpected. watch out for nice surprises! ;)
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What are you anticipating then?
haha frankly i am not sure.
a good life?
a new life?
i dunno.
i just hope i won't miss out on any good stuff =)
guess what I have to convey to you will have to be a wish that you won't miss good stuff out =)... sometimes, i felt contented in life, being offered with opportunities to study, to work, to have confidants to mix with....but, sometimes, this sentiment of emptiness somewhere within my heart just kept me from staying happy...
it's simple the feeling of incomplete, isn't it?
Yeah...before uni, my life was so complete, at least I felt so then...will school, with TV, with computer, with family and with my school activities. I gave a sneer to love lives around me cos to me that was not something I ought to pursue then. Now, it overides everything, overwhelming every single nerve of mine all the times...it is so incomplete...you know what to fill and yet you never get to fill it...
hopefully someone right comes in to fill that void of yours. =)
and you know, sometimes the best things in life come when it is most unexpected. watch out for nice surprises! ;)
oh. then that suprise better come fast, cos my heart is withering faster than expected...I am lossing my energy and stamina here...sigh...
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