Monday, December 15, 2008

Sian gao chut zup

sian~
stuck in the pgp room dunno wad to do.
i'm not hungry but i crave for supper!(no wonder i'm steadily gaining weight.. what happened to all the resolutions and regime? =_=)
but it's so weird. so out of place, fong seng's gonna be packed with the xpharm peeps, and i somehow dun really fit cos i'm not here not there.
then again, i stay here and rot meh?
maybe go buy food bah. walk walk there, order food and see how.
the ppl are nice, so they'd prob ask me to join them if i seem to be going to dine pitifully alone.
and then my addition adds awkwardness to everything. all cos i'm anti-social.
what to do what to do?
it is always at this times i face a dilemma. decision crisis. always the start that takes the most time, like how it's always the process that takes the most determination.
fortunately, some random person reminds me at bridge. no guts no glory.
try and see how it goes i guess. perhaps it's better to tried and failed then to not try and fail anways.
final decision. go for supper lah. worse come to worse, awkward den make a move early lor!
then again, all friends, maybe not awkward leh? or bonus! catch fish! muahahaha...
oh wells, guess it really takes a lil bit of being thick-skinned so that life wun be too nan guo...
screw perfection and screw it lahz.
i'm gg for supper and make myself less sad and motivate myself to exercise no matter what.
jere tan, yu may not see this, but book yu as my mj/exercise buddy liao. lolz

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