tml's the big day.
it's the first day of sch,
it's the first day of FOC!
hope i can find back the zest that i have not seen for so long..
for so long i have been dragging myself based on worldly drives.
it's no longer about the heart anymore..
cos i dun rem when i last saw it open.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
trouble
tall ones
short ones
fat ones
skinny ones
pretty ones
ugly ones
all same same
but different troubles.
females = trouble
short ones
fat ones
skinny ones
pretty ones
ugly ones
all same same
but different troubles.
females = trouble
Thursday, June 25, 2009
apt
thinking abt it.. and looking at it
it seems my blog is aptly named.
saying nothing but simply whining about mundane things.
i'm simply cold and out. stone and void of emotions.
no more blazing fire of passion
nor the silent currents of sorrow
and frankly i can't tell which is worse.
how i am fondly reminded, the sweetness of sorrow.
of how it brings clarity to the mind.
of the excruciating pain it brings, that makes even mundane passings difficult tasks.
of how the eyes swell and the nose blocks out of nowhere.
of how prepared i felt to let go of this world.
of the deep emotions i could feel
empathy for another's woe
or celebration in another's delight
not that it mattered that all these had never made me feel any better.
in fact i was sickly drawn to the sorrow.
it was almost as if this sorrow is something i hold dear, and would never let go.
my precious.. perhaps.
now it has been lost.
i may not want to find it again, yet i know, it is not up to me.
time shall come if time will come
perhaps it is better for me.
sorrow wrecks me far less than frustration does.
and above all, it grants me immunity against irrationale fools who never knew better.
we know who we are talking about.
now i know, bad karma is a good friend to have.
cos he helps "clean up" the bad stuff that others left behind.
it seems my blog is aptly named.
saying nothing but simply whining about mundane things.
i'm simply cold and out. stone and void of emotions.
no more blazing fire of passion
nor the silent currents of sorrow
and frankly i can't tell which is worse.
how i am fondly reminded, the sweetness of sorrow.
of how it brings clarity to the mind.
of the excruciating pain it brings, that makes even mundane passings difficult tasks.
of how the eyes swell and the nose blocks out of nowhere.
of how prepared i felt to let go of this world.
of the deep emotions i could feel
empathy for another's woe
or celebration in another's delight
not that it mattered that all these had never made me feel any better.
in fact i was sickly drawn to the sorrow.
it was almost as if this sorrow is something i hold dear, and would never let go.
my precious.. perhaps.
now it has been lost.
i may not want to find it again, yet i know, it is not up to me.
time shall come if time will come
perhaps it is better for me.
sorrow wrecks me far less than frustration does.
and above all, it grants me immunity against irrationale fools who never knew better.
we know who we are talking about.
now i know, bad karma is a good friend to have.
cos he helps "clean up" the bad stuff that others left behind.
money money money; must be funny
it's really funny how money slips away..
in parking fines, in erp, in cab
all because of cars.
and yet, it is inconvenient without them.
looking back at last week, it was bad..
unfortunate week.. not the freaky sort of unlucky,
but the murphy sort, where every thing that can go wrong, well does go wrong.
hope i can get over it and settle all the stupid fines.
*shrugs*
in parking fines, in erp, in cab
all because of cars.
and yet, it is inconvenient without them.
looking back at last week, it was bad..
unfortunate week.. not the freaky sort of unlucky,
but the murphy sort, where every thing that can go wrong, well does go wrong.
hope i can get over it and settle all the stupid fines.
*shrugs*
Thursday, June 18, 2009
clustering
things seem to come in bunches.
esp the bad stuff..
and gatherings/celebrations all seem to fall on the same day!
OMG.. can someone tell me why 27 is so hot that everyone else picks it to have a mass gathering of some sort?
the only consolation is the choice is clear cut.
my sis' bdae is priority... unless she decides not to celebrate, then i'll have a headache..
not like i dun have a after dinner plan choice to make for now.
anyw, i love bridge, but not the sucky people around it..
sigh.
looking for enough regular players so can play as often as possible.
just like how it happened with mahjong.
esp the bad stuff..
and gatherings/celebrations all seem to fall on the same day!
OMG.. can someone tell me why 27 is so hot that everyone else picks it to have a mass gathering of some sort?
the only consolation is the choice is clear cut.
my sis' bdae is priority... unless she decides not to celebrate, then i'll have a headache..
not like i dun have a after dinner plan choice to make for now.
anyw, i love bridge, but not the sucky people around it..
sigh.
looking for enough regular players so can play as often as possible.
just like how it happened with mahjong.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Miss Malu
went to meet up with our dearest miss malu today!
woot! it seems a gazillion years since i saw her!
and i still feel bad abt the last few times cos i din really get to spend much time with a old(ok not so old) friend. =(
but all these years, she hadn't changed much, except that she has a little wiser look in her eyes now, perhaps from coming out of her bubble world. still good ol jolly funny person
and maybe cos we haven't met for a while, and i wasn;t in the best of state today,
i din really talk much. not as much laughs as other times, but still good.
we did some shopping and i bought 2 pair of berms.
i felt kinda cheated lah!...of 5 bucks..
cos they were going for 1 at 15, 2 at 25.
and i liked a pair of dark ones, and a pair of light ones
but the first shop i went to only had size for dark berms that i like..
so i bought only one.
then when i went to the 2nd shop, then i realised it has sizes for both of the designs that i like.
but now i could only buy the light pair..
in effect, i spent 15+15=30
instead of 25 if i have bought at the 2nd shop.
damn! 5 bucks for a lesson.
anyw, real glad i got to catch up with miss malu. haha..
really reminded me of the good old days, where a guy and a gal can really hang out with no special motives.
a last remnant of my belief that a guy and a gal can be really good platonic friends without anything.
woot! it seems a gazillion years since i saw her!
and i still feel bad abt the last few times cos i din really get to spend much time with a old(ok not so old) friend. =(
but all these years, she hadn't changed much, except that she has a little wiser look in her eyes now, perhaps from coming out of her bubble world. still good ol jolly funny person
and maybe cos we haven't met for a while, and i wasn;t in the best of state today,
i din really talk much. not as much laughs as other times, but still good.
we did some shopping and i bought 2 pair of berms.
i felt kinda cheated lah!...of 5 bucks..
cos they were going for 1 at 15, 2 at 25.
and i liked a pair of dark ones, and a pair of light ones
but the first shop i went to only had size for dark berms that i like..
so i bought only one.
then when i went to the 2nd shop, then i realised it has sizes for both of the designs that i like.
but now i could only buy the light pair..
in effect, i spent 15+15=30
instead of 25 if i have bought at the 2nd shop.
damn! 5 bucks for a lesson.
anyw, real glad i got to catch up with miss malu. haha..
really reminded me of the good old days, where a guy and a gal can really hang out with no special motives.
a last remnant of my belief that a guy and a gal can be really good platonic friends without anything.
Monday, June 15, 2009
long weekend...!
it's really a long weekend.
helped out xiao gu on early sat;
nearly missed the youth championship, but thank goodness i made it.
den didn't get to sleep in for sun cos of a family lunch..
it was a horrible buffet. really horrible, with horrible food.
i just hated it when they din have proper soup.
all they had was simply some cheapo imitation of a sharkfin soup..
so i had to resort to table water crackers and cheese for starters..
after that, the day took for a turn!
uncle jack took us to cairnhill and we went to see his apartment.
it is truly a nice place for a upper class single to live in.
nice surroundings, great view, cosy apartment, what more can you ask for.
bad thing is the entrance.. haha.. had to make a 3point turn at a nearby minor road before turning out to main road to get into the place itself.
still it's a sleek place to stay, bet it'd look great at night =)
went to town with my sis after the visit, and finally bought the pair of zara jeans i tried.
finally i have a pair of black jeans! woot! can hide more of my fats, and match more of my clothes! heehee...
as the day draws to a close, i left town to go to the airport.
met up with gang, and got to meet jiahui's mum for the first time.
with 3 sashimi lovers around, we finally got the relished chance to go to sakuraya!!!(=X)
the sashimi was superb! as usual. but the meal was unfortunately not wholesome, as usual.
sometimes hoped they have better side dishes other than sushi and maki ol'
still, without contest, their sashimi is still chao1 bang4! hee...
and how to end off a hot day without a cool dessert.
expectedly(to our delight) we headed off to the snowflake place for dessert.. hee..
talked abt kids. young kids around us.
it was hilarious how naughty kids can be.
doing all sorts of bad or silly things.
while we may not condone them nor like it, we can help ourselves laughing at those nonsense they do.(or we once did) =P
but i'm pondering sometimes if i was politely, subtlely asked out of a photo, what should i do?
then again... hm.. would normal human being ask something like that?
helped out xiao gu on early sat;
nearly missed the youth championship, but thank goodness i made it.
den didn't get to sleep in for sun cos of a family lunch..
it was a horrible buffet. really horrible, with horrible food.
i just hated it when they din have proper soup.
all they had was simply some cheapo imitation of a sharkfin soup..
so i had to resort to table water crackers and cheese for starters..
after that, the day took for a turn!
uncle jack took us to cairnhill and we went to see his apartment.
it is truly a nice place for a upper class single to live in.
nice surroundings, great view, cosy apartment, what more can you ask for.
bad thing is the entrance.. haha.. had to make a 3point turn at a nearby minor road before turning out to main road to get into the place itself.
still it's a sleek place to stay, bet it'd look great at night =)
went to town with my sis after the visit, and finally bought the pair of zara jeans i tried.
finally i have a pair of black jeans! woot! can hide more of my fats, and match more of my clothes! heehee...
as the day draws to a close, i left town to go to the airport.
met up with gang, and got to meet jiahui's mum for the first time.
with 3 sashimi lovers around, we finally got the relished chance to go to sakuraya!!!(=X)
the sashimi was superb! as usual. but the meal was unfortunately not wholesome, as usual.
sometimes hoped they have better side dishes other than sushi and maki ol'
still, without contest, their sashimi is still chao1 bang4! hee...
and how to end off a hot day without a cool dessert.
expectedly(to our delight) we headed off to the snowflake place for dessert.. hee..
talked abt kids. young kids around us.
it was hilarious how naughty kids can be.
doing all sorts of bad or silly things.
while we may not condone them nor like it, we can help ourselves laughing at those nonsense they do.(or we once did) =P
but i'm pondering sometimes if i was politely, subtlely asked out of a photo, what should i do?
then again... hm.. would normal human being ask something like that?
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