merlion

i shall not touch chomp chomp oysters for at least 2 months
finally revisited the place after so many many years..
it was really a long while ago
back then it was just a place with low ceiling
with lots of heat and smoke
and i could only recalled my parents ordered orh luah
and other stuff to go along with
what nostalgia (or reminder to some ppl how old i am)

i took my cough syrup there.. cos i felt the cough coming for a relapse
and i try to avoid the food.
in the end i still succumbed..
i at a few bits here and there
and finished the oysters.
apparently i seemed the only who would eat the oysters
this is obviously a point for regret.

i felt sick..
real sick.. and queasy.
i spent the whole night keeping down the vomit after that..
(i mean not cos of what was within my front view, mag was pleasant)

thank goodness ym came and saved me.
i drove back asap and the first thing i did
puked out all the bad stuff i had taken in
(together with the unkind comments that some ppl spout without going thru a brain)

i guess that wasn't all.
after i drank water, i puked.
i woke up uber early in the morn i puked.
then later in the morn i puked again.

and they were all bitter! damn...
i recognise the colour of bile when i see it.
i think something is bad.. real bad..
that bad that it irriated my guts!

sigh.
in short, yest was not a good day.
minor conflicts,
delibrate discord,
unkind words.
what is happening to ppl nowadays?

or i think it's just me.
i am stupid cos i expect ppl not to be jerks
cos i expect them to look past ego.
cos i expect them not to be fubar sometimes.
and in life, it doesn't happen.