It's time.

perhaps it's time to make a stand.
long i resisted.. hating to turn into the people i dislike and despised.
my complacency and obstinate ways are slowly killing me.
why try so hard to make others like you?
they still treat you nice when they don't (hypocritical bitches pretentiously chummy)
and those that do like you, would have liked you(for their own agenda, out of sincerity or otherwise)

anyw, i never believed in luck. it is simply a group of factors that we can't control or account for directly. but sometimes, believing in such supposedly gives me a better time trying to square things. but deep down i know..there were things there could be done, there were things that should have been done. just dun give anything away, dun be too greedy for things you cannot take. what's cold and meant to be shall not be broken, what's surely down shall never succeed.
but of course, life throws you all sorts of surprises. these come in terms of ppl.
they are the ones who make impossible nothing.
talk about bad bridge players.

for now, i know i suck. sadly, i really do.
but you know what? it's my hobby.