Hot and cold

The weather was sweltering hot today. So much so that it was sending chills down my spine. It got me confused as to whether it was really hot or cold instead. This reminds me of how the truth and the perception of truth can be so different sometimes. Like how words said don't always mean what they literally mean. Some other times, the truth is simply clouded-by a shroud of doubt, of confusion, of denial- that they do not manifest the way they ought to. Not that it matters, right? GLHF, and hope whatever it is, floats your boat.

Price to pay

I won't mind paying if it is worth it. But I don't know if others would feel the same way.
The other time I would pay would be the time for payback. I'm not a saint and I do believe what goes around comes around. If it's time for me to payback I would have no choice but to accept. What I would not take is to be punished twice and let lightning strike twice. I was a stepping stone once. I will not be one again. I know what I owe, I know how much I am worth and I know when I have a loss. This time, it is probably not me. Shrugs.
Ps. Always remember to repaint the spot where you chipped off the wall! Else everyone will know the spot where someone crashed!

Transparency

Am I really such an open book? Or on with secrets between the lines?

The secret

Some say the secret of getting what you want lies in the law of attraction. Just keep thinking about getting the thing you want, and you will get it. Super willpower! Sounds too good to be true isn't it?
On another note, I think the secret to pulling it through is to stay cool. To quote Harvey from Suits, it's all about remaining cool and confident no matter what happens. So no, I shall not be swayed or be distracted. No point being bothered over something that is not meant for me.

Getting older

I think the main feature of maturity is you won't always say what you think. Many reasons why we hold our tongue. To contain the acid, to spare the rod or to hide ourselves. And sometimes the situation simply does not permit us to speak our mind. Or heart, for that matter.
Such is the burden of growing older.

But at least the older we get, the more lessons we learn from history. And hopefully like lightning, events don't replicate. And even if it does, my reactions shall not. This, I resolve.

Sleepless:GI

Think I'm really getting old. Just a glass of milk before bed makes my GERD and keeps me up =(

Poker face?

The best thing about being a big fat lar is no one really trusts what you'd say and know what you're thinking. Talk about being unfathomable. The secret is not to conceal in secrecy, but to leave doubt with every word and action. This, is the ultimate poker face.