sad mad world

this is the reason why i emo.
this is the reason why i feel lone.
this is the reason why i rather be alone.

it's a sad mad world out there.. where it is hard to trust anybody.
everybody has their own agenda.
somebody's always watching something.
everybody's always waiting for their chance to pounce.

be oblivious and do nothing;
then be prepared to be swept away by the undercurrents

sick and tired

i'm really in a bad mood today.
and i know it.
sorry peep for being a grumpy old man(whether you sense it or not)
and sorry for the offences inflicted directly or indirectly.

i'm just tired and about to fall sick soon..
it's coming and i know it.
sigh.
shall keep my peace for as long as possible lest i offend more ppl.

suggestions

hm.. stan sounds like a good proposition =)

camp

had flag day today..
uber tired...
totally hate flag lah.
but still gotta do it.
it was sweet to have a good rest right after that.
and i had a good dinner at engine!
i think i like engine western the most! haha..

name!

i'm seriously considering an english name...
dun think i look like a Jeremiah,
thought i have a friend who insists on calling me that..
Andrew seems nice.. but dunno if i'd fit..
any suggestions my dear friends?

ps: pls no Alvin, though he's a chipmunk too.

Rest!

i'm sick
and i'm tired.
but i cannot bail when it's coming close!
i must pull through for all it's worth,
and chiong throught this last week and make it a blast.
it's not my own.
but for pharm.

then at the end i shall get my sweet sweet rest.
just desserts. =)

always check, never assume

a classic case of dun always trust others to do their job
got screwed up by the vice cap today.
thank goodness 2 other members came to my rescue.
there were miscomms and stuff.
but the most infuriating thing was that i was only told the last minute that we din have enough players!
i dun care what your mentality was
" i thought we could not postpone.. yadar yaday yadar"
it was glaring obvious you were hoping to just let it pass
and constitute a walkover.
you, obvious cannot see a bigger picture.
reminded me of the incident of going up with the ace to no good ending.

if i was informed in time, then
there were many more things that could be done.
though prob they were out of reach of your little mind.
just for your info, no one person knows what to do everytime,
thats why we have a team!

watch and learn boy.